Lost in the Vortex: The Battle (I Won) with Twin Flame Obsession
As soon as I met my twin, the obsession began. I was constantly thinking about my twin. Constantly. I felt like a foolish teenager with a giant crush. I was ashamed and embarrassed that my mind just wouldn’t stop obsessing over this person who I barely even knew on one level, but felt like I knew with my whole soul on another.
This obsessive thinking went on quite some time. I know people around me were tired of hearing about him. Especially because, after years, where was he? We weren’t in a real relationship—we weren’t in union. So, wtf?
The obsessive thoughts were painful in their own way. Although my twin and I talked all of the time, I was in longing. Over the course of my journey, I realized that my heart had this way of latching onto people. I learned about anxious attachment and people pleasing and how that was showing up in my life and in my twin flame relationship. At different times, my thoughts were overwhelming and I felt like I needed a vacation from myself.
My higher self urged me to let go. Just let go. I couldn’t. I didn’t know how. I asked my higher self and my guides for help…and slowly, I pieced it together.
I wrestled with the incongruence between the soul I knew in 5D and the man, the human before me in 3D. I learned that when I was yearning this way, I was taking myself out of the present moment. I learned that I was attributing a beauty to my twin that was not his…it was mine. I was projecting my light onto the illusion I had created. I was giving away my power to someone who wasn’t giving to me in return.
The truth is, there was much, much more in this twin flame relationship for me than being in an actual relationship with my twin. This is my ascension journey. My experience of expansion moving from 4D through 5D, 6D, 7D, 8D, 9D, and more. I experienced the merging of our higher selves, the activation and alignment of chakras that extend up into the heavens, and an integration and embodiment of my higher self within me.
We don’t want to get stuck in this twin flame matrix—the unending desire to be with someone who can’t or won’t show up for someone else (or to be the person who won’t show up for someone else) stuck in our traumas. This journey is meant for so much more.
Ready to escape the twin flame matrix and cultivate inner peace?
Chill Out, Babe: The 11-Day Challenge to Stop Twin Flame Obsession is your guide to releasing obsessive thoughts, finding inner peace, and reclaiming your power.
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